Confessions of a Midlife Sex Junkie-
I have this small problem; I am not responsible for starting it. I think it is a genetically timed release of mental and physical stimulation in the form of sexual fantasy. It isn’t my fault; I blame it completely on you….
I’m beginning to wonder if this is what guys go though in their high school years. If it is, I have great respect for the ones that actually passed any of their classes. I have come to the conclusion that I have the same mental patterns as a sex crazed porno junkie. Only I don’t have to rent anything! I have constant erotica playing in the back of my head twenty four seven! It’s just Fucking Sweet! I’m a frigging midlife pervert! It’s actually very, very distracting, and not helping me to be productive in my regular every day duties. I can’t find the switch to turn it off. Nothing is working, not even one of those world class bubble baths, complete with a bottle of wine, candles and a jet spa! (BTW every woman needs one of those!)God! Make it Stop! I don’t know what else to do but write about it in the hopes that it will subside even just for a few hours. My friend told me that she wished she had my problem. HAHA! Then she asked me to explain what it was like…HAHAHAHA! Ok, here goes…
“I pretty much want to have sex all day long”. I told her. “Do you have someone in mind? Or is it just sex in general?” She asked. I smiled, visions passed quickly in my mind. “Generally speaking, I have it all in my mind.” I said. I dodged the question, so sue me. I’m not sharing everything ok? But, yes, it does help to have a victim, I mean person in mind….And yes, it is sex, lots of sex, and more sex….Sex, sex, sex, all day it is sex.
It’s comparable to being a Crack Head, I’m pretty sure. I think about it all day long, in the back of my mind. My body aches and tingles at the thought of having it. I would probably lie, steal and maim in order to have it even just for a few moments. It’s all I can think about all day long, and all night long. Wanting deeply, feeling its memory with my whole body. I want to scream in frustration, but it only makes the wanting worse. The constant vision of it runs on a loop in my minds eye. It doesn’t even stop for those moments when I should really be thinking of something else! The word “Distracting” is a very serious understatement. Its hard core, eye popping, sex and someone keeps hitting the re-play button on a proverbial remote that I can’t seem to find! So, for now, I will sit here in my own damn mental state of torture, and continue to pretend to be Donna Fucking Reed, and not burn dinner again, oh, and do put the milk in the fridge, and not the glass cabinet! I’m starving……AAAHHHHH!!!!!!!
So, that is the best I can describe it....It is wonderful and terrible all rolled up into one big fat mental porno that is set on repeat until God knows when….I welcome advice at this point-
-MK
I’m beginning to wonder if this is what guys go though in their high school years. If it is, I have great respect for the ones that actually passed any of their classes. I have come to the conclusion that I have the same mental patterns as a sex crazed porno junkie. Only I don’t have to rent anything! I have constant erotica playing in the back of my head twenty four seven! It’s just Fucking Sweet! I’m a frigging midlife pervert! It’s actually very, very distracting, and not helping me to be productive in my regular every day duties. I can’t find the switch to turn it off. Nothing is working, not even one of those world class bubble baths, complete with a bottle of wine, candles and a jet spa! (BTW every woman needs one of those!)God! Make it Stop! I don’t know what else to do but write about it in the hopes that it will subside even just for a few hours. My friend told me that she wished she had my problem. HAHA! Then she asked me to explain what it was like…HAHAHAHA! Ok, here goes…
“I pretty much want to have sex all day long”. I told her. “Do you have someone in mind? Or is it just sex in general?” She asked. I smiled, visions passed quickly in my mind. “Generally speaking, I have it all in my mind.” I said. I dodged the question, so sue me. I’m not sharing everything ok? But, yes, it does help to have a victim, I mean person in mind….And yes, it is sex, lots of sex, and more sex….Sex, sex, sex, all day it is sex.
It’s comparable to being a Crack Head, I’m pretty sure. I think about it all day long, in the back of my mind. My body aches and tingles at the thought of having it. I would probably lie, steal and maim in order to have it even just for a few moments. It’s all I can think about all day long, and all night long. Wanting deeply, feeling its memory with my whole body. I want to scream in frustration, but it only makes the wanting worse. The constant vision of it runs on a loop in my minds eye. It doesn’t even stop for those moments when I should really be thinking of something else! The word “Distracting” is a very serious understatement. Its hard core, eye popping, sex and someone keeps hitting the re-play button on a proverbial remote that I can’t seem to find! So, for now, I will sit here in my own damn mental state of torture, and continue to pretend to be Donna Fucking Reed, and not burn dinner again, oh, and do put the milk in the fridge, and not the glass cabinet! I’m starving……AAAHHHHH!!!!!!!
So, that is the best I can describe it....It is wonderful and terrible all rolled up into one big fat mental porno that is set on repeat until God knows when….I welcome advice at this point-
-MK
posted by Mallisa at 4:01 PM
3 Comments:
Sorry about that problem of yours, is there any thing I can do to help out?
ADIDAS... Listen to Korn any? Your addicted to sex... That isnt a bad thing, as a matter of fact, it can be a great thing.
I never could find that girl that had that unique quality, but then again they have all been younger than me and I guess a woman hits her sexual peak later in life. So I am told, and witnessed.
Nice picture, your a baby doll!! ;)
You look a lot like this girl I had dated many, many years ago. Funny thing is her name is Melissa.
Interesting... Yes, you are an attractive woman. Thanks for the visual.
BK
I got wood from BK getting wood, is that wrong?
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