A Five Year Old Warehouse of Strength
I never dreamed I would love someone so completely, and unconditionally. Unconditional love is usually an unobtainable concept to most people. They always end up having conditions and limits they put on love and their love for others. Being a mom is different. I know that all moms don't feel this way toward their children; I don't pretend to know why. It is the only thing I have actually done right in my life. And having my daughter has given me inner strength beyond most human measure. Having children opens an endless warehouse of patience and love, which is unfathomable.
My daughter is five, almost six, and she is my reason for living. I would do anything for her no matter what. This is my Nic....
posted by Mallisa at 1:46 PM
3 Comments:
Hey.... thanks for sharing! Your baby is cute! You’re fortunate to have that relationship with your daughter to get you through the emotional desert that we sometimes encounter in life. I have no children, and I find the isolation frightfully destabilizing.
I've been struggling with some of the same things you write so vigorously about. I'm completely obsessed with sex. And not the uninspired, run-of-the-mill, plain vanilla missionary-style rumbles either. My appetite of late is tending toward the heightened eroticism of alternative sexual experiences – role play, bondage, domination, orgies. I’ve wrestled with the moral questions that must occur to the conscientious mind. Is this safe? Is sex supposed to be spiritually fulfilling or earthy and prurient? How do I reconcile religiosity, particularly orthodox Christian morality, with sexual bliss?
The answers aren’t easy, and meanwhile, I have an ever-increasing voraciousness to feed. I just wanted you to know your disease, if you call it that, isn’t uncommon. And it afflicts men and women equally. So, if you really see no hope, check in with me and we can be sick together. :-)
Cheers!
I think Leon has a fine offer you should consider it. I know you are not the plain vanilla type of girl, so role play, bondage, domination, orgies might be just what you need. Keep up the vigorous sex starved writing while Leon and I keep up the vigorous self-gratification to your mug shot.
BTW, Can you post some nude pics here too? It would really help me understand your point of view on the subject of you needing more sex.
You have an interesting fan club here.
Very pretty girl you have. I have two boys, 10 and 2, but will be 11 and 3 this summer. Children are wonderful. I can relate to your comment of unconditional love and understand the depth of it's meaning. Your right not everyone can totally understand it or the committment that is involved.
I didn't for a long time, but when I met my best friend, it started to become clear. When I stood by her side in her deepest time of need, I realized what love is, it is unconditional.
Keep writing M,
BK
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