Of Dragons and Writing....

It's rare to find someone in life that you can truly connect with. I seem to connect better with the keys of my laptop than I do with real people at times. Writing for me is almost like being a drug addict. Every time I get upset, depressed or stressed out, I find comfort in the clicking of the keys. I can't stop myself from pooring my ever hopeful heart out onto the mainstream of the internet for all to see. In life, as in my writing I find that I let things come right out, with out giving them much thought before hand. My best friends swear that they didn't make a filter for me. That little voice that tells you "Hey, you probably should shut up right about now". I don't seem to have it. I'm finding that it is hard for people to take. Especially those whom I try to get close to. My life seems to be a battle against being alone. I guess it's something the Dragon in me will have to learn to deal with. But you are always here for me, the unsuspecting passer by, my faceless audience. I always have you to turn to, and though you don't always let me know your there, I know. I think I'll write you something scary today, there is an odd chill in the air.