Stupid Girl I will not watch!

She lies with her blue eyes, mouth flapping in failing attempt to deceive. She doesn’t know that I know, she doesn’t know that I understand all too well. In the dark she is afraid to tell me, in the light she doesn't think it is my business. Parental am I, to her, her father and all others too, telling her it isn’t ok, making the rules of her life for her own good. She sneaks up to the poison, telling herself she won’t fall. Her own eyes lie to her as she looks in the mirror, giddy again with stupidity. She primps in useless attempt to impress her addiction. Excuses for him… We all know her secret, we all watch, not willing to try again. She consoles herself with pity and the notion that no one understands the deep desires of her heart. She incorrectly thinks that poison has changed into wine, sexy and sweet. Fatal is the mistake she makes, all others watch, knowing… We all know! She goes again to him, her death, and her addiction. Lies to the rest and her self. “No one understands.” She thinks, it’s all in her heart, but really she is bowing to the statistics, other stupid, sad, women have fallen before her, others will follow. She keeps the circle going for her own children to learn... Way to go stupid girl! We will not watch this time, we will let go first, me, and the others too. If poison is her choice, we will not be. Does she really know the choice she is making, between him or us? Does she care? Again, she goes, FORGETTING that it was finally over! She was free! Stupid girl! I will not help you again! I would rather die than watch you kill yourself. Stop insulting me and the others by lying to us! We know that you have forgotten your nightmare was over. So go be the statistic you want to be so badly and teach your son to be the monster too... But We will not watch again!